HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL
He Only Took My Hand:
Last night while I was trying to sleep my son's voice I did hear. I opened my eyes and looked around but he did not appear.
He said,"Mom, you've got to listen". You've got to understand. God didn't take me from you, He only took my hand.
When I cried out in pain that night, The instant that I died, He reached down and took my hand, and pulled me to his side.
He pulled me up and saved me, from the misery and the pain. My body so badly wounded I could never be the same.
My search is finally over now, I've found happiness within. All the answers to my empty dreams, And all that might have been.
I love you so and miss you too...please don't keep asking why. My body's gone forever, but my spirit will never die! So live until we meet again, and please try to understand God didn't take me from you, He only took my hand.
Author Unknown
TIME GOES SO SLOW WITHOUT YOU
"SAY NO TO DRUGS "
HELP FIGHT SUBSTANCE ABUSE
KURLFINK FAMILY CREST
We are connected, My child and I,
by an invisible cord, not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord that connects
us 'til birth
This cord can't be seen by any on Earth.
This cord does its work right from the start.
It binds us together, attatched to my heart.
I know that it's there, though no one can see,
The invisible cord from my child to me.
The strength of this cord is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed, it can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord man could create,
It withstands the test, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone,
Though you are not here with me,
The cord is still there, but no one can see.
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline, as never before.
I am thankful that God connects us this way,
A mother and child--Death can't take it away!
~Author unknown
Thank you Kate
THANK YOU KATE
A Mother's Grief
by Kelly Cummings
You ask me how I'm feeling
but do you really want to know?
The moment I try telling you
you say you have to go.
How can I tell you
what it's been like for me,
I am haunted, I am broken
but things that you dont see
You ask me how I'm holding up
but do you really care?
The second i try to speak my heart
you start squirming in your chair.
Because I am so lonely
you see, no one comes around
I'II take the words I want to say
and quietly choke them down.
Everyone avoids me now
because they don't know what to say,
They tell me I'II be there for you
then turn and walk away.
Call me if you need me
that's what everyone said,
But how can I call you and scream into the phone
My God, My Child is Dead!
No one will let me
say the words I need to say,
Why does a mother's grief
scare everyone away?
I am tired of pretending
as my heart pounds in my chest,
I say the things to make you comfortable
but my soul finds no rest.
How can I tell you things
that are too sad to be told,
Of the helplessness of holding a child
who in your arms grows cold?
Maybe you can tell me
how should one behave,
Who's had to follow their child's casket
watched it perched above a grave?
You cannot imagine
what it was like for me that day,
To place a final kiss upon that box
and have to turn and walk away.
If you really love me
and I believe you do,
If you really want to help me
here is what I need from you.
Sit down beside me
reach out and take my hand,
Say My Friend, I've come to listen
I want to understand.
Just hold my hand and listen
that's all you need to do,
And if by chance I shed a tear
It's alright if you do to!!
PAUL EDWIN KURLFINK WAS BORN
ON OCTOBER 12 1976 AT MAGEE WOMENS
HOSPITAL IN PITTSBURGH
PENNSYLVANIA AT 7:53AM
HE WAS 8LBS 2OZ
HE DIED ON MAY 4TH
2007 AT THE AGE OF 30
PAUL WAS A VERY LOVING AND RESPECTFUL BOY
AND GREW UP TO BE TO BE THE SAME IN HIS ADULT LIFE.
HE WAS LOVED BY MANY
AND WILL BE
MISSED BY ALL.
Pauls Son Lil Paul and my dog Maui 2007
Paul would love this..........
Thank You Kate
PAUL'S BROTHER MATTHEW'S WEDDING DAY
WE KNEW YOU WERE THERE PAUL.
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PAULS DRAWINGS.
HE TOLD ME IN A DREAM TO PUT THEM HERE
PAUL LOVED ST PATRICKS DAY
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